Today ended up being a fun day, which for girl/girl porn is turning into a novelty. Fuck, just mainstream porn if I am speaking honestly. Mainstream porn is turning into a springing board for content creators who are fame seeking or financially driven, and have forgotten the requirement of liking sex.
Enjoying the work isn’t necessary, and Heather Berg brings that idea into consideration in her book “Porn Work” when she discusses that we don’t expect Doctors to enjoy their work, or cubicle workers to either; but for me as a performer it gets exhausting and weird. I don’t blame people for not finding mainstream porn so alluring, the data driven content is just weird and has lost a lot of its sexy.
Directors and producers don’t care about the product because it is being dictated to them, down to the algorithmically chosen performers, data driven wardrobe choices, etc. A lot of data which is pulled from PornHub, the very tube site that plummeted porn into the dark ages.
I appreciate shooting for the people who permit me as an “enigmatic” performer that isn’t easily categorized by the misogynistic system of agism, sexism, and simplistic towards sexuality, almost completely overlooking female sexuality. There are quite a few gems in porn just trying to get by in this caustic world filled with piracy, censorship, and noise. They make it tolerable.
NOW, I face my due diligence of performing, taking care of my responsibility to have a corporation, my increasing cost in testing, and my general upkeep, more companies are on a roll of doing 2-3 week payroll when I can be at home shooting what I want, for people that I have a vested interest in entertaining and limiting my risk in the ever increasing risk of the ever revolving door of idiots who are unaware the protocol of testing and sexual wellness that we all have a responsibility for within this performer pool.
I’m tired.
My website is a work in progress, and hopefully some user experience will be fixed, but I’m hoping to just make this my main focus as the outside aspects are just becoming liabilities.
I have finally put customs back on the menu, and I will have to rip the flopping financial bandaid that is mainstream porn off soon.
I could legit use your help in pulling myself out of the dependence from studio porn and creating more things that we all enjoy and incubate something of a more sincere porn.
Please LMK if there is anything you are seeking and I am not currently offering 🙏
I am back on sextpanther for sexting - it’s easier to manage with my adhd than the website refreshing
https://www.sextpanther.com/jessica-ryan .
I am soon to be taking on an ambassadorship for a camming company cherry.tv.
Time to pack up for two days of shooting in Vegas.
02/16/2023
I definitely hope and wish the best for you. I can imagine how difficult an industry it must be to be in with ever rising costs, and the like. You are one of my favorite performers, and personally I am a fan of the GG genre. Although, while I love the sex, anything with a story and characters makes it better. I know Gonzo has become such a big thing, but I have always been a fan of the story. And hopefully the performers enjoy working with each other. Maybe that's all part of the fantasy. But I really do like to hope that you are having sex with people you enjoy having sex with. It makes it infinitely better believing that. As for this venture, I hope you can do something good with this and it generates enough income to give you the life you deserve. And what little I can contribute to that will be an honor. You have made me smile more than once, and are appreciated. Good luck with the ambassadorship. I actually used to blog and be a brand ambassador at a couple places. It was fun while it lasted. I hope to getting back to writing sometime soon. And thanks for much for being you. It's appreciated.